Tight spots and loose screws!!!

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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

10 lbs down.....and still losing!!!

I don't know if i'm really psychosomatic or what but I'm beginning to feel better about myself. Now that I've been on a diet, I've lost 10 lbs in 2 wks and I'm able to wear some of my clothes with confidence. You know, without worrying if my bulges are too revealing or if the collar seem to give me the look that I don't have a neck!

5 years ago, I considered myself "thin". I was 100 lbs, I don't eat lunch, merienda--simply to save up my allowance. I never did notice my weight. I took it for granted and now, look, I am dreaming, wishing, hoping to be 100 lbs again!

I know you must think I'm so vain but you know what, I've been very sensitive about this. I look at the mirror every morning and tell myself I look good. But sometimes, people can't help but notice, especially old friends from way back. Then there comes the change of wardrobe bec I can't fit into my pants, blouses anymore.

Lastly what made me work on this diet seriously was the rashes I got from having bigger hips, legs. Since some of my pants are fitting, they just cause rashes and I need to get rid of them before the rashes become marks!!! OH MY GOD!!!!

Now, I'm onto my third wk, I have to be disciplined. I will eat only what is necessary. Forget about the buffet lines! Forget about ice cream! Forget about chocolates!..... Wish it was easy heheh. but I CAN DO IT!

Gosh, im so vain. hehehehe.

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