Bite Me!!!!

Can i just rant!?! anyway, I figured if i rant too much, it would be too obvious who's the object of my anger and why i'm angry. so never mind.

I just thought if minds were simple and hearts were kind, then there will be no issue who gets what and what is being given to whom. :(

Makes me wonder, do I really need to go through this much? Am I ready for a bigger challenge? And I thought I was strong....

Last night, while drinking coffee, I thought, what is a better option-- to escape? or to endure? My mind says, escape sounds better but my heart says otherwise. I am always afraid of what will happen, I am always afraid what will happen behind my back, I am always afraid of something.

Does fear get me to where I want to be? How do you get rid of it? By closing your eyes? by ignoring it? i don't think so...i've always felt it's lurking around every corner of the space I live in.